So I FINALLY made my rune set! In typical me fashion, I tried for years to learn them and even though they certainly resonated with me…just didn’t click. About a year ago I sat down and worked real hard. I sort of made a story out of them. This of course helped me intensely. Not hat I’d read linearly But it made sense to how I see the world, through story through drama. Remember that story of the year I was working on a while back? Well the runes fit in perfectly with it. Like astonishingly perfect. WOW! What a kicker. How this manifests into a play is still not completely clear. Also I might be censoring myself because it always felt like a comedy and now it isn’t…which pisses me off.
Ok March happened. I am using this nice pic from my trip to Puerto Vallarta because it reminds me how blessed I am. Lots happened in all this Covid-craziness. Let’s see: Our album came out All Acts of Joy… and we got an awesome review in paganpages; we filmed Henri Rousseau for NPR Tiny Desk, and of course actual video for song; wrote NONE of Folly-ok as of April I have done more; recommitted to guitar and maybe piano because of isolating boredom; got all ducks in order for property but of course everything is now closed; finished my reel and temp-headshots but yea on pause; OK OK this is supposed to be a reminder of how blessed I am to have my health and enough $$ to survive this thing and lovely fam and friends!!!!
I am going to try and be empowered about this… I am going to try to see silver linings and not get angry and defeated BUT DAMN my site went down again! HACKED! All of them! Which means I lost a few entries here because yes even the backups went down. And I have some idea about what I wrote but not enough to repeat them.. Do people keep logs of all their posts? That seems counter-intuitive??? If this keep happening do I just stop or is there some magical way to keep everything. At first they told me I lost all of it! ALL OF IT! Imagine a decade of posting gone!!! SO yes, I suppose it could be much worse but fuck that! It still sux AND I lost all of Bard of Yore. And to b honest I don’t remember everything i did! I remember struggling with the design.I remember sort of writing cute things about cheese. I remember a relief when it was done enough for me to focus on the cheese and not the site! Hours of work. I opened my computer just now at Kaldi and wanted to cry in public.