So I FINALLY made my rune set! In typical me fashion, I tried for years to learn them and even though they certainly resonated with me…just didn’t click. About a year ago I sat down and worked real hard. I sort of made a story out of them. This of course helped me intensely. Not hat I’d read linearly But it made sense to how I see the world, through story through drama. Remember that story of the year I was working on a while back? Well the runes fit in perfectly with it. Like astonishingly perfect. WOW! What a kicker. How this manifests into a play is still not completely clear. Also I might be censoring myself because it always felt like a comedy and now it isn’t…which pisses me off.
Ok March happened. I am using this nice pic from my trip to Puerto Vallarta because it reminds me how blessed I am. Lots happened in all this Covid-craziness. Let’s see: Our album came out All Acts of Joy… and we got an awesome review in paganpages; we filmed Henri Rousseau for NPR Tiny Desk, and of course actual video for song; wrote NONE of Folly-ok as of April I have done more; recommitted to guitar and maybe piano because of isolating boredom; got all ducks in order for property but of course everything is now closed; finished my reel and temp-headshots but yea on pause; OK OK this is supposed to be a reminder of how blessed I am to have my health and enough $$ to survive this thing and lovely fam and friends!!!!
I am going to try and be empowered about this… I am going to try to see silver linings and not get angry and defeated BUT DAMN my site went down again! HACKED! All of them! Which means I lost a few entries here because yes even the backups went down. And I have some idea about what I wrote but not enough to repeat them.. Do people keep logs of all their posts? That seems counter-intuitive??? If this keep happening do I just stop or is there some magical way to keep everything. At first they told me I lost all of it! ALL OF IT! Imagine a decade of posting gone!!! SO yes, I suppose it could be much worse but fuck that! It still sux AND I lost all of Bard of Yore. And to b honest I don’t remember everything i did! I remember struggling with the design.I remember sort of writing cute things about cheese. I remember a relief when it was done enough for me to focus on the cheese and not the site! Hours of work. I opened my computer just now at Kaldi and wanted to cry in public.
A friend/astrologer told me this year in particular Leos had a hard time in July. I was like July: alway sucks! I was truly overwhelmed but I DID IT!! Let’s see I re-published 2 Coriander books. I finished Elf scene and Shot the Mth-F-er! Looks great btw. I put together my Paris travel videos (will post soon) AND had to take care of some good friends in need. Also organized No Room for Shakespeare read thru in Sept. Stay tuned.