This is a weird update because it’s probably the same as last month’s update?? I’m just in it, man. I’m rolling… with the rolling…. rolling in the deep, as Adele says. I just I’m doing my podcast. I’m really loving it. I’m finding more new stories and interesting stories and different places to tell it. I feel like it’s got its own voice… almost. I’m way ahead of the game in that Mark is posting weekly for me and that is really great. I think we’re a good team! This picture’s for me at the Opera when I saw Akhnaten.It was a lovely Opera I needed to comment on the idea of deity and connecting with deity, which was super fun and interesting. SUBNOYTE: I might go crazy if I don’t travel soon or got out of town. I’m not in a rut or anything…. I just feel very here and very present all the freaking time, but you know, I made these decisions so now I get to roll with them. Life is good. Life is fun. Life is inspiring! I’m doing some cool rituals. I’m trying to get my work out there….. listening to a lot of ABBA LOL 

I can’t remember if I posted that I finished my memoir, well, the fictional memoir and now a couple people are reading it, which makes me really nervous! It’s interesting how vulnerable you can be telling a story that you feel must be told. It’s empowering and important, but at the same time, kind of terrifying and nail-biting. If I look back at this post, I want to look back on this was the year that I decided Serenity was more important than anything. I’ve been really balancing, doing the pendulum, taking deep breaths, downshifting downshifting downshifting! That is my mantra! So we will see…. 

I’m still waiting to hear back from Dublin…. so that’s what everything’s waiting on. If I get in or just say when I get in, that I’ll be my big vacation and I’ll work around that BUT if some fluke of nature happens and I don’t go to Dublin then I got to figure out what I’m doing this year. It’s weird cuz I’m so organized I always know everything I’m doing. I really thought the podcast would take over my life more… I mean don’t get me wrong, it’s a lot of freaking work, but it’s not like it’s exhausting, maybe it’s because it’s fun and it’s silly and it’s like the very essence of what it is to be David. You know, making up goofy stories or retelling old myths…. I mean every time I see something I go is that for my podcast? Is that a myth should I use? Is that a story there? Then I create the story, and then I think about what magic is inside of that story…. cuz I think there’s magic in every story in its own way….. just the fact it is it is its own creation, its own spell, as it were its own manifestation of being, and that in itself makes a story magical…. even evil evil evil bad stories, which makes you think the story of me is a blessing, is a spell, it’s a manifestation I mean that’s kind of the point, right?