The calling….. It’s interesting….. it’s been a weird couple of weeks. I did not get into Dublin Fringe like I thought I would, which is very depressing and there was a major glitch with Stories from The Cauldron with episodes not being put up Etc which I’m in the process of solving…. and then a couple of their personal things that really just had the universe kicking me in the nuts or so it seemed LOL but we move forward. We keep working and we learn. This picture is for me at the Getty Villa, which I’ve never been to, which is really cool, much more than I thought it was going to be, and I got to see the Hercules statue, which is cool too. We were there for the Book of the Dead my latest episode and it was awesome because I did a little ritual that we me and Shanna! We wrote on pieces of cotton, as though they were mummy wrappings, with images or sayings or what was important to us to bring into our next incarnation. Our new incarnation of ourselves, the new you, next week or in 4 years or 500 years! Whatever you thought it would be. I wrote about home and heart and this podcast and stories and being a sacred storyteller…. what was really important to me. It was nice to remind myself of that in the face of you know despair. I also had a really good vision about The Calling, my calling to be a Sacred Storyteller is greater than any obstacle that comes at me. AND I am called. Always have been. Sometimes it’s amazing and sometimes it’s hard, but it’s almost never bad… I am greater than any obstacle…. I don’t completely feel that 100%, but it’s my Mantra moving forward and I’m sticking to it!

I got a weird advice to try to do pan from Monsters as a what’s it called a cruise ship show ….I don’t know if the cruise ship shows are called maybe just to show?? But it’s got me thinking about the Adonis monolgue I did years ago for Ian and I feel like there’s a cool arc  somewhere…. Also I’ve always wanted to play Dionysus drinking wine on stage and talking about his sex quotations I think that would be a funny funny thing. This is a short post cuz I’m trying to just get it in there before April ends. I’m going to the desert this weekend and man oh man do I need to go out of town and recharge my batteries it is not even a joke anymore. I’m at The Verge. I’m at the edge of it  uhg…… I hope next month is a cheerful “I’m awesome” post, but I think it’s important to write the sad times as well as the good times, right? That’s what being a storyteller’s about okay