WOW!!!!!! so I did BRIGHTON FRINGE!!!! and my premiere in LONDON!! It was freaking magical it was exhausting it was exhilarating it was inspiring it was tiring I think I said that but it deserves repeating! It was just so beautiful… just standing on stage and telling the stories… I was like ‘oh right this is who I am.’ it was pretty special and Brighton is a lovely and there’s no way I can still eat fish and chips and I can!! And London is loud and huge lol….  I went to the Victoria and Albert museum that was pretty awesome and made me cry lol…. also I can’t belive I didn’t post in May but it was just a lot before I left and just insanity rehearsal and stress and making sure I can leave with everything being done with the bar at all… and then obviously June coming back to gay pride in the insanity that is Los Angeles right now

I’m so happy I did it and really look forward to doing it again which is sort of where I am right now back to that like what am I doing what I wanna do now what am I doing next I saw Grace Jones at the bowl and I was like I won’t have that much joy in my life lol but we shall see.

This dictation device keeps erasing what I’m saying and it’s really annoying me

I have a really good idea for Billy bud with projections that’s really solidifying in my brain I don’t know if it’s a whole show or just a piece but it’s pretty cool and I wanna explore it course that means I spent money on costumes I should’ve been spending but that’s me and my craziness. I’m also thinking about trying to do all of the blog/vlog or video series of spirituality and storytelling. I kind of see it…. really for me in my brain but I feel like it’s gonna be a huge commitment that I actually really have to do I mean I can barely post to this website once a month without freaking out!

I need to focus on the next of writing… The Time book is still lurking. I feel like I can get that out of my system safely now (in therapy again) I mean, it still haunts me but it’s gentler now. I really wanna finish it. EVEN if it’s a short story for me. Why not. Do it for me? It’ll feel like a release I think. I think? lol

The above costume was bought at LA OPERA costume sale It’s from Don Giovanni. I look like a wizard which is cool. I mean #lifegoals!  I can’t belive I just hashtagged??????

OK I gotta fly. Too much studf to do Wino-Wednesday start in 2 days and I HAD to do a June post!1 SO I did it. THERE!