Wow wow wow! We had such a wonderful time shooting the first three episodes! I can’t have asked for a better, more fun experience. It was so natural, so casual,so lovely…. I’m really excited editing them. They’re coming a long very nicely. The entire project is really satisfying, on a real profound level. Certainly combining various aspects of my life into one cohesive, productive healing program is life-changing.   I’m so glad we really took our time and really nurtured and explored what this was going to be. Mark was so helpful in that aspect, just having meetings, giving me assignments, giving me notes, telling me to slow down and don’t over talk people! LOL I think I assume everyone is me, which is weird because obviously on me and you’re you.  All in all I can be ending the year on a better more beautiful note!

 Seemingly contrary to this is the finishing of my memoirs. Wow, in a hard way! The emotional roller coaster that has been reliving and reimagining memories, even in a fictional lens, has been ripping me apart. I’m okay. I’m safe. This isn’t a cry for help. LOL This is just a reminder…. when I look back at this project, how ridiculously difficult it was at times, how I had to actually pull over the car and catch my breath so I could stay safe as the memories flooded and took over. I don’t know if literarily it’s a good book or even a good read, but I did it. It’s unearthed some really powerful things in me. I think it’s ultimately it was a good thing cuz I think it’s something I really needed to process and needed to go through and heal and remember and move forward with in the next chapter of my life. So grateful that I had the power, friendship and foresight of therapy, to do such things! It’s immensely difficult, which right there means, it’s worth doing right Anyway so long 2025 you have been encouraging difficult eye opening exhausting and beautiful and thank you!